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My Testimony
“[S]eek ye first the Kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things
shall be added unto you.” (Matthew 6:33). This scripture has become very real to
me. In the spring of 2001, I gave my life to Christ after hitting what I call, rock
bottom. I was at a place in my life where I would stand in front of the mirror and
see a stranger. I had begun doing and saying things that I never imagined of
myself. I found myself making one mistake after another, thus adding guilt on top
of guilt. I did not like myself, and many times contemplated suicide. Yes, me – a
woman with two bachelor’s degrees, a master’s degree, good credit, a loving
family, and a promising career with the state of Ohio – I was suicidal. But God
had placed two beautiful guardian angels in my life – my children – and I couldn’t
bear the thought of leaving them behind without a mother.
I hid my distress very well, thus neither friends nor family knew how emotionally
unstable I was. Hidden beneath my smile and outgoing personality was a woman
bound by depression, suffering from low self-esteem, and overwhelmed by
feelings of inadequacy. Though I had grown up in a Christian church all my life, I
still had a misconception about what it meant to be saved. First, I thought that
anyone who claimed Jesus Christ as his/her Lord and Savior led a very boring
life. There appeared to be so many church rules and regulations it seemed like
there were more “don’ts” than “dos.” By nature, I act silly and love to laugh, so I
was scared of committing to Christianity because I thought my life would become
even more miserable than it already was. Second, I didn’t think I would have
what it took to adopt Christianity as a lifestyle because I’d seen others try and
fail. Plus, my resume of sins seemed a lot worse than those who had successfully
led Christian lifestyles. I thought surely they had not sinned to the extent that I
had. I began attending church on a sporadic basis, but that was about the extent
of it.
Despite my inconsistent church attendance, God was still imparting powerful
messages into my life and unfolding the truth about Himself. One Sunday a friend
invited me to attend church with her and I found that I could no longer deny the
need I had for Jesus in my life. I asked Him to forgive me of all my sins and to
save me. Since that day, I have never looked back. Among other things, I’ve
learned two very important lessons: 1.) Being saved does not equate to living a
miserable life at all. I have more joy now than I had before. Truth be told, I
probably act sillier now, too. 2.) Anyone who’s willing to submit to God’s Holy
Spirit can be successful in living a Christian life! There is absolutely nothing in this
world that God is unwilling to forgive us for. Knowing this has freed me from the
guilt of my past sins.
Many people have asked me how I began writing. For as long as I can remember
I’ve always enjoyed writing poetry, but the idea for Soul Matters wasn’t laid on
my heart until I started seeking God for my purpose in life. Initially, I rejected the
idea of writing a novel. I knew I could write poetry, and even plays if need be,
but I thought novels were out of my league. I had tried writing another story once,
but later abandoned the idea after the first two chapters. After several failed
attempts to make Soul Matters a play instead of a book, I finally submitted to
God’s will and began writing this novel.
I thank God for all of the support I received from my husband, and several close
friends and family members along the way. Even though I had loads of
encouragement, the key to my being able to successfully complete Soul Matters
was having a pure heart. I wasn’t seeking fame or fortune. My deepest desire
was to write a realistic, entertaining story that shared a message about God with
others. When I started writing, I had absolutely no idea how it would get
published. I didn’t even know there was a market for Christian fiction. Still, I
stepped out on faith and invested time and money into a story that kept pressing
on my heart. Once I did, I saw God open doors of opportunities that I never
imagined.
Whether you’re a Christian or non-Christian, Soul Matters was written with you
in mind. I hope you enjoy and are blessed by the content found within its pages.
Thank you for allowing me a chance to deposit something positive into your lives.
May God continually bless you!
“[S]eek ye first the Kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things
shall be added unto you.” (Matthew 6:33). This scripture has become very real to
me. In the spring of 2001, I gave my life to Christ after hitting what I call, rock
bottom. I was at a place in my life where I would stand in front of the mirror and
see a stranger. I had begun doing and saying things that I never imagined of
myself. I found myself making one mistake after another, thus adding guilt on top
of guilt. I did not like myself, and many times contemplated suicide. Yes, me – a
woman with two bachelor’s degrees, a master’s degree, good credit, a loving
family, and a promising career with the state of Ohio – I was suicidal. But God
had placed two beautiful guardian angels in my life – my children – and I couldn’t
bear the thought of leaving them behind without a mother.
I hid my distress very well, thus neither friends nor family knew how emotionally
unstable I was. Hidden beneath my smile and outgoing personality was a woman
bound by depression, suffering from low self-esteem, and overwhelmed by
feelings of inadequacy. Though I had grown up in a Christian church all my life, I
still had a misconception about what it meant to be saved. First, I thought that
anyone who claimed Jesus Christ as his/her Lord and Savior led a very boring
life. There appeared to be so many church rules and regulations it seemed like
there were more “don’ts” than “dos.” By nature, I act silly and love to laugh, so I
was scared of committing to Christianity because I thought my life would become
even more miserable than it already was. Second, I didn’t think I would have
what it took to adopt Christianity as a lifestyle because I’d seen others try and
fail. Plus, my resume of sins seemed a lot worse than those who had successfully
led Christian lifestyles. I thought surely they had not sinned to the extent that I
had. I began attending church on a sporadic basis, but that was about the extent
of it.
Despite my inconsistent church attendance, God was still imparting powerful
messages into my life and unfolding the truth about Himself. One Sunday a friend
invited me to attend church with her and I found that I could no longer deny the
need I had for Jesus in my life. I asked Him to forgive me of all my sins and to
save me. Since that day, I have never looked back. Among other things, I’ve
learned two very important lessons: 1.) Being saved does not equate to living a
miserable life at all. I have more joy now than I had before. Truth be told, I
probably act sillier now, too. 2.) Anyone who’s willing to submit to God’s Holy
Spirit can be successful in living a Christian life! There is absolutely nothing in this
world that God is unwilling to forgive us for. Knowing this has freed me from the
guilt of my past sins.
Many people have asked me how I began writing. For as long as I can remember
I’ve always enjoyed writing poetry, but the idea for Soul Matters wasn’t laid on
my heart until I started seeking God for my purpose in life. Initially, I rejected the
idea of writing a novel. I knew I could write poetry, and even plays if need be,
but I thought novels were out of my league. I had tried writing another story once,
but later abandoned the idea after the first two chapters. After several failed
attempts to make Soul Matters a play instead of a book, I finally submitted to
God’s will and began writing this novel.
I thank God for all of the support I received from my husband, and several close
friends and family members along the way. Even though I had loads of
encouragement, the key to my being able to successfully complete Soul Matters
was having a pure heart. I wasn’t seeking fame or fortune. My deepest desire
was to write a realistic, entertaining story that shared a message about God with
others. When I started writing, I had absolutely no idea how it would get
published. I didn’t even know there was a market for Christian fiction. Still, I
stepped out on faith and invested time and money into a story that kept pressing
on my heart. Once I did, I saw God open doors of opportunities that I never
imagined.
Whether you’re a Christian or non-Christian, Soul Matters was written with you
in mind. I hope you enjoy and are blessed by the content found within its pages.
Thank you for allowing me a chance to deposit something positive into your lives.
May God continually bless you!
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